Dear Jay,
I want to hate you but I still can't. I am not hoping for anything and i don't need you back either. I just want to get out of this pain. Please get out of my mind and stop hurting me. Don't do this to me because i can no longer hold you in my heart.
I loved you... and I still do. but life must go on now. The world will keep on turning even if there's no more you and I. Let me deal with this pain, but i am not staying. Let me tell you goodbye for now but I shall wait for the perfect time when I am no longer affected by the thought of you.
I am sorry if I did not become the person that you want me to be. I am sorry that love has to fade that way. I am sorry for not being perfect.... but never for loving you.
Goodbye...and I wish you well.- Lila
