Thursday, November 4, 2010

"Dear Jay"

Dear Jay, 
           I want to hate you but I still can't.  I am not hoping for anything and i don't need you back either.  I just want to get out of this pain. Please get out of my mind and stop hurting me.  Don't do this to me because i can no longer hold you in my heart.  

           I loved you... and I still do.  but life must go on now.  The world will keep on turning even if there's no more you and I.  Let me deal with this pain, but i am not staying.  Let me tell you goodbye for now but  I shall wait for the perfect time when I am no longer affected by the thought of you.  

           I am sorry if I did not become the person that you want me to be.  I am sorry that love has to fade that way.  I am sorry for not being perfect.... but never for loving you.  

          Goodbye...and I wish you well.
                                                                                                                                                                                            -  Lila